Fading Memories: My Country, My Culture of Blame

As an American, I decided to write this essay out of love for my country. It feels like the ground is moving under my feet, and my home is becoming unrecognizable.

I have a distant memory of a time when Americans took responsibility for their own lives. Maybe that time never really existed. However, it’s clear in 2020 that we’ve become paralyzed by the childish need to place blame on someone or something for the cause of this pandemic. Our desire for retribution for China’s perceived wrong-doings overshadows our desire to resolve the real problems the United States faces.

The truth is this: America has been broken for a long time, and we’re not just seeking to blame someone for the pandemic, we are feebly grasping for a scapegoat for all the reasons we feel so lost. It pains me to say this, but we did all of this to ourselves, and we are the only ones responsible for picking up the pieces.

We built a political system where our election cycles reward the most polarizing candidates, so now we have a reality television personality for a president. Instead of owning up to this fact, we blame outside forces like Russia and China for manipulating our elections.

We broke our economy in 2008. Now, our financial system can only function with the support of trillions of dollars printed from thin air by the Federal Reserve. We claim to be a capitalist society, but for the last twelve years, we’ve refused to allow corporations to fail, thereby fueling a moral hazard that encourages reckless corporate behavior.

Our corporations are so deeply indebted that even an economic pause of a few weeks or months is enough to wipe out entire industries. But we seem to believe that there can’t be a problem with our companies. We blame China by pointing out how many fraudulent companies China lists on our public markets. I guess fraud and corruption don’t exist in America.

We’ve allowed cocaine/Adderall fueled sociopaths and computer algorithms to control our financial markets. We shredded and burned our social fabric and replaced it with social media platforms built by emotionally-stunted narcissists in Silicon Valley. But wait, isn’t Tik-Tok from China? Let’s blame that!

Globalism and the 2008 recession gutted our domestic labor market, leaving millions of young men and women without purpose or hope for the future. We’ve replaced dreams, hope, and ambition with prescription drugs and dopamine-fueled dissociation. The result is a “healthcare” system that incentivizes doctors to prescribe highly addictive and lethal narcotics. But that’s not our fault, right? I mean, China stole our jobs and is flooding our country with imported Fentanyl!

Even if China is part of the problem, what do we expect to happen if the west somehow “proves” that China is solely responsible for this global pandemic? Even if we manage to agree on the ludicrous notion that China is the sole cause of all our Earthly woes, will that really solve everything?

Will crucifying China pay off our credit card bills, medical bills, and student loans? Will crucifying China give us our job back and end homelessness and poverty? When China “gets what it deserves,” will that motivate you to get out of your bubble and start contributing to your community?

Will punishing China cure your friend/brother/sister’s opioid addiction? Will it cure your functional drug dependency? Will crucifying China bring back all the fathers, mothers, sons, daughters, and grandparents killed by COVID-19? Will punishing China absolve the United States of its criminally inept response to this pandemic?

Do I need to answer? The answer is obviously “no, China is not your root problem, bud.”

Many of us believe falsely, that once China finally admits to all of its “wrongdoings,” we can finally and immediately move forward and not feel worthless anymore, both as a value system and as a society.

The reality is the only way we can get out of this mess is to follow the example of the world’s heroes in the medical profession: assess the situation and take action accordingly. That’s it. That is the only way we can begin to find any self-respect. We broke our country, but that doesn’t mean we can’t fix it. Besides, we don’t have a choice.

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